Lets just say..........

Garima: lets just say its our secret ;)

Samarjit: well...lets just say that I don't share secrets, thats why I talk alot...

Garima: lets just say i got to know a few of them

Samarjit: lets just say that those are to keep you pre occupied.....

Garima: lets just say that you are not as smart as you think you are

Samarjit: lets just say that, thats the image i've painted for you..........and u've fallen for it

Garima: lets just say that you are trying too hard to escape the reality

Samarjit: lets just say that everyones trying to...and i've succeeded

Garima: lets just say that you are a part of th crowd and the crowd can see through you

Samarjit: lets just say that i let them....so that they cant see what i'm hiding.....

Garima: lets just say that you are living in a make believe world

Samarjit: lets just say that ive put in alot of effort to accommodate people in that world

Garima: lets just say that people are not there

Samarjit: lets just say that they are, thats why they can see through me

Garima: lets just say that they observe from a distance

Samarjit: lets just say that seeing is better than doing

Samarjit: lets just say that the only way to convince a fool is to let him have his own way....

Just a passing thought.....

Courage is not the absence the fear....its the judgment that other things are more important than fear......

Exams!!!!

You know the funny thing about exams is that everytime they come, I always feel that I should have been more regular with my studies and have not been able to do justice to them. There is that guilt So sad na. And then I promise myself that the next year I will be as diligent as possible. but then again you have those "evil" summer vacations which make you forget all your vows.....damn them.

But I suffer from another chronic ailment. Dont know what to call it. But I can't study till Im not tensed about the exams. And when Im tensed, I get so hyper that I can't study anyhow.....
And when I try to share this with someone...the answer I get is "Arre, chill maroo, you will top!!!"

Ya right!!!

there is so much to do right now..and such little time.....EHI, IED, Macro!!!! Im not even talking about micro......because I know its going to go really badly.....

Chalo lets see what happens.......Vaise Im writing something after a long time because I bought a new keyboard today....some stupid system32 virus wrecked up my computer and keyboard..........

So ya Im really happy......I think I'll call my beautiful black keyboard Chandrakanta. I was thinking of calling it Chymara......after buying that perfume for Isha madam (745 bucks for a 6cm tall bottle of perfume!!!...LOL) ..but chandrakanta is so much more appealing, isnt it?

Anyhow....I think I should end this right now...coz I have to go and study!!!!!
But after studying so hard...there's only one equation that stuck in my head

STUDIES = FAIL = SHAADI = DEATH......

and trust me...I dont wanna get married......atleast for now!!!!!

LOL

Change.....

Change......
..because the world tells you to,
Change......
..because you don't know what you're worth
Change......
..so that its someone else you see that mirror
Change......
..so that others can love you for who you are
Change......
..so that you can forget what you were
Change......
..because they say change is good
Change......
..or else you'll atrophy
Change......
..into a puppet
Change......
..because I can't respect your thoughts
Change......
..just change...

4 am.....

But right now.......The sun is trying to kill the moon

jUsT oNe Of tHoSe DaYs..........

Reflecting........

Life's good.....

3:58 am
Hallelujah.....
Honey and the blue moon......
THINK..
Economic Growth...
Non functional keyboard.....
Introspecting.....
My Dhanno.....
Her repaired camera.....
lunch party....
No milk today....
The guitar....
Castor oil...
Lip balm......
the torch.....
blood and rust....

something tells me i should sleep now.......

hmmmmmmm.......

the other side....

Ignorance really is bliss........