Where Am I?

The New year is finally here!! I know I havent been very regular with my blogging, but these past few days have been absolutely, one hundred percent crazy!! Its not that I dont like this craziness though. Earlier,I used this blog as a means of introspection and self revelation. Now that my "phase" of soul searching is over, the New Year for me is more than just symbolic, I'm actually starting afresh.

So I was mentioning, that the past few weeks have been drop dead madness. With the entrance examinations, the form filling, hundreds of lectures over my SOP, writing...editing....writing....re editing.....writing again....trashing it.....writing......, Letters of Recommendations, transcripts, mark sheets, attestations, the GRE test, scholarships, I have officially turned into Frankenstein with a semi roasted brain. She was right when she said that my life has turned into one huge SOP. (Truly a SOP story). But, its finally over!! And as my heart wants to jump out from my chest and do the meringue, I am forced to keep it in because the roller coaster ride is far from over. My college examinations are in a week and I obviously haven't studied.

Now as I sit down and prepare my annual Resolutions, deep down inside I know it'll all turn out to be vain. But worry not my friends!! I'm starting afresh and I shall not let myself down.

The past year has been tough on me, but I guess I've learnt a lot from it, and thats what counts for me.

"We should be careful to get out of an experience only the wisdom that is in it -- and stop there -- lest we be like the cat that sits down on a hot stove-lid. She will never sit down on a hot stove-lid again, and that is well; but also she will never sit down on a cold one any more." -Mark Twain

Mere heart felt wishes

Good Day!!

And so it is my friends, another year comes to a close. I for one never saw it coming, I feel snuck up upon!

It is and has been a year of great accomplishment, some of which I can recall in my more lucid moments, and my friends, it is with great warmth in my breast I say: I owe to you, much more happiness than I should think to call my own. I am truly flummoxed by trying to explain myself here, I guess I am saying thanks : )

Thank you for the splendid times we've shared, online or off line. May we have more random moments, song sharing and bitching. May our destiny bestow upon us the good luck of eating chocolate cakes with vanilla ice cream topped with nuts, everyday of our lives. May we all get the figures we want (not monetary). May we fight and slap each other so hard that we never talk again, only to slap each other more and more until we get so bored that we call a truce (True Friendship!!) May you have more opportunities to listen to my beautiful singing (Womaniser Womaniser Womaniser), and may we all admire more funky videos on youtube.

blurred visions of a drunk soul....

Lets paint the sky blue...
lets paint it a different hue..

How would a cow look in pink?
How would that bat look in green!!!

Why isnt pollution magenta?
and why isnt my blood the latest violet?

My hamburger's yellow
with butterscotch leaves.....

its so sad that my orange nails match my burgudy skin tone...

a little lighter shade of cranberry blue would've worked
for my hair ofcourse....

that light bulb just turned pale...
no wait....
Im going to DAAAAII !!!!

P.S. - The apple crumble was delicious, do add some more vodka next time...

It just happened, right here

I just choked on my own words
I just mumbled under my own breath
I just clenched my toes in anger
I just looked up to search for heaven
to find my eyes wide shut...

I just deleted the truth
I just suppressed my laughter
I just wiped her tears
I just widened my eyes
to a whole new world...

I just jumped in joy
I just shivered with fear
I just bit my lip
I just lived my life
and perished, satisfied...